The reader with obsessive-compulsive disorder who wrote before about the possibility of selling one’s soul writes:
Thank you very much for the prompt and logical
response.
My pleasure.
Unfortunately, I also read some of the combox, and the
doubting disease kicked in.
Yes, I was aghast when I discovered that–despite the fact this was a Rule 20 post–not only had the rule been violated in the combox but it had been immediately violated by the very first commenter. By the point I discovered it, there was an extensive (over 20 posts) discussion underway, and I couldn’t untangle it all and thus had to simply shut off the combox.
Rule 20 exists precisely in order to not have pastoral answers I’m giving undermined and add to the burden of the people I’m trying to help. I was livid when I discovered this blatant violation of the rule because of the pain it could inflict on the original reader, and I would have banned the commenter who did it immediately except that I don’t think he did it intentionally.
I also have to share some blame myself in that I should have better foreseen that this would happen and not have left the combox open on that post in the first place. At least one can argue that this was a case which was too sensitive to risk handling it under Rule 20.
So my apologies for all that.
One person mentions the
possibility of a pact with the devil — i.e. if I get
the thing that I want, I agree to go to hell. I think
that’s pretty close to my conception of "selling my
soul" — more as a metaphor: I’d still be "me", but
I’ve agreed to spend eternity in hell.I don’t want to take much more of your time on this
subject, but could you address the question from this
perspective?
Sure. The above is a metaphorical (not literal) understanding of "selling one’s soul" that is not subject to it being ontologically impossible (the way literally transferring your soul to someone else is). It would be at least possible to agree to go to hell in order to obtain some temporal good, and doing so would be gravely sinful because it is placing some temporal good above one’s eternal destiny.
So what if one did mentally choose this, giving it the full and deliberate cooperation needed to make it a fully human act?
Well, the devil isn’t omniscient, and merely thinking about striking a bargain with him doesn’t mean that you did.
Further, no such bargain would be binding.
You can’t morally obligate yourself to do something immoral, and willfully going to hell is immoral. Any "contract" of this nature would be automatically invalid. It would have no binding force before God. Therefore, all someone would need to do to get right with God–supposing he had done such a thing as a fully human act and thus been responsible for it–would be to turn to God and repent.
However, merely having a thought along these lines would not be the
same as committing this sin. Having the thought is just a temptation.
It isn’t a sin. You’ve got to engage the will in order for sin to take
place. Thus if a person with OCD has thoughts along these lines, he
should remember that they are not sins and put them out of his mind.
But what if the person with OCD feels that he has given some sort of
cooperation of the will to the thoughts (i.e., endorsed them). Here he
is to remember two things:
1) In order to actually commit a mortal sin
one must give deliberate consent to the thought. You haven’t committed
a mortal sin if you just feel some kind of partial cooperation of the
will, so don’t worry about it and think of something else.
2) The goal of obsessive-compulsive disorder is to try to inflict pain
on people by throwing thoughts and feelings at them that they don’t
want. It will try to trick them into thinking they are sinning mortally when they are either sinning venially or not sinning at all but just having a temptation. Therefore, an OCD-sufferer needs to follow the advice given to scrupulous people by sound pastoral theology
and assume that they have not given deliberate cooperation to the thoughts and thus have not mortally sinned.
The fact that the reader mentioned in his original e-mail
that he has a strong urge to resist these thoughts shows that he is in
this category and should ignore them.
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